I can totally imagine all that - Bill`s ***loook*** (tm), Leonard`s owlishness, Bill`s insecurity, Len`s philosophy in the midst of discussing blowjobs. Also, really loving the very poetic use of language in this one - sentences like this: But his mouth is sure, after a moment's startled stillness, kissing him warm and gentle and pleading, and Leonard doesn't care that it's stubbly, if there's any chance that this is what Bill's been asking for so quietly, so softly all these months behind his brashness. = made of pure awesome.