Ficlet: Locum Tenens (Sam/Cas, all-about-Dean, NC-17)

[obstinatrix]

250 words that are mostly cautionzombies' fault, although she would probably deny it. :)

Title: Locum Tenens
Pairing: Sam/Cas (Dean/Cas, Sam/Dean implied)
Rating: NC-17
Summary: In their minds the heat against them is Dean's, the blood and flesh and bone, and both of them know it. HAVE A TINY ANGST PORNO DRABBLE. Of unrequitedness.



This isn't the first time. It's not even the second, or the fifth, or the tenth, but it still serves its purpose, maybe even better now that Cas's fingers are dextrous and quick at Sam's zipper, now that Sam knows exactly where to bite to make Cas moan. They've grown handy with the tools of their treason, Sam working Cas open slick and easy, biting bruise-hard at his mouth. Treason, because in their minds the heat against them is Dean's, the blood and flesh and bone, and both of them know it; forgive it in each other because Dean never would. Cas's muscles splaying open as Sam shoves his way inside may not be the ones he really wants to breach, but they grip him tight all the same, make his blood burn. Cas may bite his tongue on Dean's name as Sam sparks against his prostate, but the pleasure is no less real, the sense of being claimed no less fully asserted. Above all, their compassion for each other is immense, and when they kiss languidly after, it is often Cas that Sam is kissing. It is because of Cas that Sam can continue, the weight of his wrongness a little lighter shared.

Often, when he comes, Cas can no longer hold back, moans Dean's name into Sam's mouth as he spurts sticky-slick between their bellies. Sam doesn't blame him for it. He knows how it is.

Comments

[morganoconner.livejournal.com]

You have slaughtered me with 200 words. I didn't even know that was possible.

*wibbles in corner*

Oh, boys...

[sweetsyren.livejournal.com]

Well then...

I'll just be over here consumed with lust.

[e0wyn.livejournal.com]

I don't have much to offer besides 'wow' :o

[http://users.livejournal.com/tesserae_/]

Oh, ouch...

[xarixian.livejournal.com]

Damn, so much for 250 words. This was very hot and very sad.

[octocobra.livejournal.com]

Nnggghhhhh this has reduced me to a wobbling pile of sexual frustration. A+!

[audreytiphaine.livejournal.com]

sheeeeeeeit
so hot and so bittersweet.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

I suddenly felt the need to rip out my own heart, what can I say? ;)

*hugs*

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥

Your icon is made of win. :D

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥ Thank you!

[sweetsyren.livejournal.com]

Black Books, man...they have the best quotes :D

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥ I felt like twisting knives today?

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥ Thank you, hon.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Ha, thank you! :D

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

I don't know why I suddenly felt the need for EPIC PAIN, but there you are. :) Thank you for commenting, hon!

[triedunture.livejournal.com]

GAAAAAAAAH D:

Here, lemme fix it. *slots Dean on in there*

[aliassmith.livejournal.com]

OW. But still... really hot. But... ow.

#conflicted

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Always the best way to resolve this kind of angst, yup. :)

Please be aware that, as a newcomer to this fandom, you are fair game for my coaxings towards shipping the OT3 to avoid shipwars and wank. ;)

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

I felt the need for some hurty. But as you can see, I can only deal with it in very small doses. ;)

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

:( I'm sorry! *stuffs heart lovingly back in*

[heard_the_owl]

OH MY GUHhhhhjhjhjkdsafkj

HELL YES! That was absolutely perfect and omg, I'm fucking dizzy! //is your devoted fangirl and will do anything for you as long as you keep writing FOREVER//

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥! Hee, I'd actually forgotten about this! I was not counting it among my pieces of Sassy. :)

[l0stmyrel1g10n.livejournal.com]

Can I just say, you have a lot of icons I love, but omg Once More With Feeling...I keep thinking SPN ought to have a musical episode, but can you imagine the shitstorm that would result? Anyway, this icon is awesome. And so is the fic. ♥

[orbiting-saturn.livejournal.com]

Man, this is a flavor of Sassy that I really hate. Mostly because if I'm honest with myself, it's the most realistic depiction of a Sam/Cas relationship. Breaks my heart! Don't take that the wrong way, most of my favorite pieces involve something that I hate in some way. I'm an admitted masochist. I love dark, angsty, unrequited stories that make me want to weep. This was lovely and I especially like:

"Above all, their compassion for each other is immense, and when they kiss languidly after, it is often Cas that Sam is kissing."

I like that they can only go to each other with their needs, because only the other will understand. :'(

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Urgh, I know, I find it so painful and yet weirdly compelling, so I'm glad you kind of see where I'm coming from with that. The thing they have uniting them is a shared disappointment and pain, but that's why they understand each other.

[yvonnegos.livejournal.com]

Ohhh. *clutches heart* You have a way of making me wince in pain and sigh with pleasure in your fics. You are a MASTER!

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥ Aw, thanks so much!