Oh my God Sam is being a sad emo panda while getting everything he wants because he's somehow managed to convince himself that Dean and Cas don't really mean it.

*shakes him until his teeth rattle*

THAT BOY! ARGH!

SAM YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE NICE THINGS! DEAN AND CAS WANT YOU TO HAVE THE NICE THINGS JUST ACCEPT THEM!

*shakes him some more*


Also? Hnnng, hot. Loved the POV and the angst and the obvious, obsessive way in which Sam watched and cataloged everything that was happening. *fans self*