Thank you. As I think you got, the body dissonance etc is very deliberate -- I have a real thing for writing, say, Dean as a self-directed homophobe, and this goes along with that -- but yes, I would certainly warn for it if I was to crosspost this. Currently it's just exactly as I ripped it from Blindfold and dumped on my journal in the fifty-second burst LJ would continue working for me. ;) I apologise if you found it triggery. ♥