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why can't all the things that are in my head just be written, though? WORLD, WHY SO UNJUST? My SDMB in particular already exists in outline form, but now having written the outline I really wish it would just write itself.

Don't even talk to me about any of the other things I have foolishly signed up for. Or my BB, for that matter.

Anyone have a spare hole in the ground?

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Accidental but glorious!

wat is it mpreg???

lolllllllllll no. We just wound up having a conversation about how

checkthemargins doesn't like it when knotting makes nods to possible mpreg.

I THINK "'M GONNA BREED YOU UP'" IS HOT DIALOGUE AS LONG AS IT DOESN'T ACTUALLY HAPPEN, OKAY? I HAVE DOUBLE STANDARDS AND I LIKE THEM.

I THINK I LIKE BOTH POSSIBILITIES.

irl pregnancy gives me body horror feels so i really can't explain why i find this hot in fic.

I read a really terribly mpreg many moons ago that has made it my NUMBER ONE SQUICK. I can't even look at it. And I really just don't like fic with kids underfoot. I do sometimes, J2 fic-with-children (of the adopted sort, naturally, ;)) can be really cute and fun, but Supernatural is not the world for kids for me. Especially because Sam and Dean are NOT SOUND INDIVIDUALS AND SHOULD NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR CHILDREN, HOLY MOLY. And with Sam/Dean mpreg there's the whole genetic incest issue, which makes me handwave, so y'know. IDK.

I like it best when Sam is in some kind of mental or physical pain. IT IS NOT SO MUCH TO ASK GEEZE. *is shifty*

And I'm with you on the pregnant thing. It makes my body want to shrivel up. In the like, hazy hypothetical future, I see myself with kids. But then I'm like LOL OMG THAT LOOKS UNCOMFORTABLE AND GROSS.

i want to agree with you because it makes sense but i read a sam/dean mpreg kinkmeme fill just yesterday and I LIKED IT.

sometimes I feel like there is a gap between what i know is a good idea for a story and what i actually like to read. i blame fandom for ruining some important part of my brain.

Yeah, that's totally happened to me on many things I swore I WOULD NEVER BE INTO. And then, y'know

lazy_daze wrote it and I was like "OH, Okay I get it. I'm in."

Life is hard.

I did read a knotting fic with Sam/Dean and there was total mpreg gonna happen but it was a blindfold fill or something and so it was just the porn, and anyway, it was seriously hot. I felt a little dirty, but it was seriously hot.

ahahaha maybe that was the same thing i read. (was it bottom!sam?) It was hot! IDK! fuck you fandom!

Yeah, and pre-series stuff, so he was like 15 or 16 or something, idek, it was scorching hot though. Fandom is a magical, horrible place.

Oh God this happened to me yesterday; stumbled onto genderswap Sam/Dean with pregnant!Dean and priapism!Sam. There is nothing beside the Sam/Dean there that should've grabbed me and yet I was suddenly commenting and asking about sequels idek.

Fandom. It's a beautiful, tangled ball of kinky contradiction.

yeah, I don't even like Sam/Dean all that much. I definitely don't ship it, and it actively squicks me when it's at all schmoopy or cutesy.

The wronger it is, the more in character and appealing it is to me. THIS FANDOM, I SWEAR.

Edited 2012-06-05 01:20 (UTC)

EXACTLY; it gets so bad it loops around to good again.

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