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[obstinatrix]

why can't all the things that are in my head just be written, though? WORLD, WHY SO UNJUST? My SDMB in particular already exists in outline form, but now having written the outline I really wish it would just write itself.

Don't even talk to me about any of the other things I have foolishly signed up for. Or my BB, for that matter.

Anyone have a spare hole in the ground?

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[13chapters.livejournal.com]

i want to agree with you because it makes sense but i read a sam/dean mpreg kinkmeme fill just yesterday and I LIKED IT.

sometimes I feel like there is a gap between what i know is a good idea for a story and what i actually like to read. i blame fandom for ruining some important part of my brain.

[checkthemargins.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's totally happened to me on many things I swore I WOULD NEVER BE INTO. And then, y'know lazy_daze wrote it and I was like "OH, Okay I get it. I'm in."

Life is hard.

I did read a knotting fic with Sam/Dean and there was total mpreg gonna happen but it was a blindfold fill or something and so it was just the porn, and anyway, it was seriously hot. I felt a little dirty, but it was seriously hot.

[13chapters.livejournal.com]

ahahaha maybe that was the same thing i read. (was it bottom!sam?) It was hot! IDK! fuck you fandom!

[checkthemargins.livejournal.com]

Yeah, and pre-series stuff, so he was like 15 or 16 or something, idek, it was scorching hot though. Fandom is a magical, horrible place.

[queerly-it-is.livejournal.com]

Oh God this happened to me yesterday; stumbled onto genderswap Sam/Dean with pregnant!Dean and priapism!Sam. There is nothing beside the Sam/Dean there that should've grabbed me and yet I was suddenly commenting and asking about sequels idek.

Fandom. It's a beautiful, tangled ball of kinky contradiction.

[13chapters.livejournal.com]

yeah, I don't even like Sam/Dean all that much. I definitely don't ship it, and it actively squicks me when it's at all schmoopy or cutesy.

The wronger it is, the more in character and appealing it is to me. THIS FANDOM, I SWEAR.

[queerly-it-is.livejournal.com]

EXACTLY; it gets so bad it loops around to good again.