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1. I turned in my [livejournal.com profile] spnspringfling assignment! *\o/* Actually managed to write it all in one go and everything. Clearly, shortfic exchanges are an awesome idea.

2. Have some tiny scraps of stuff that got tweeted at various points.

a) [livejournal.com profile] annundriel prompted 'magpie' and I was bored, so I wrote some unforgivably schmoopy Jensen/Misha for her.



"And this is the tree," Misha says, tossing the photograph down on the coffee table with a flick of his wrist, the way you'd skim stones across water. "I don't know if it's still there - haven't checked. Haven't been down there much, what with all the stuff for Divine." He laughs, glances up at Jensen. "What?" He prods him in the stomach, long insistent fingers. "What's with the strange look?"

Jensen snorts; stretches his arms up over the back of the sofa and shakes his head. "Oh, nothing." It's easy, now, to drop one arm casually around Misha's shoulders, pull him in close against his side. He moulds there easily, malleable as clay, warming to the heat of Jensen's blood. "Just." He grins, self-deprecating. "Such a magpie, Mish."

"Hmm?" Misha's tired, Jensen can feel it in every drooping line of his body, and the weight of him is heavy and lax against Jensen's side. "How'd you mean?"

Jensen shrugs. "Oh, you know. Politics, acting, your charity stuff. Producing. Something shiny catches your eye, and you're gone." Misha's hair is soft, gives a good smell, and Jensen can't help but rub his cheek against it, just slightly. "You always been that way?"

Misha's smile, when he tips his face up to Jensen's, has gone strangely soft, something dark and warm in his eyes. "About some things," he admits, and his hand lifts lazily to brush Jensen's cheek, palm the curve of it. "Not everything. Some things I stick with."

Jensen half-laughs, eyes narrowing, momentarily unsure if Misha's actually being that sappy, or if he's reading him totally wrong. "Oh, yeah?" he prompts, carefully. There's a warm feeling rising in his chest, but he's not about to let it burst out before its time. Not yet. Not with Misha, when it's all too important.

Misha raises an eyebrow, pointedly, and the sceptical arc of it is enough to dispel Jensen's doubts. "Trying to be sentimental here, Jensen. Don't expect me to say it twice."

"Sap," Jensen says, but the corners of his mouth are quirking upward, despite his best efforts.

"You love it," Misha retorts, "due to your secretly feminine soul." He lunges up, catches Jensen around the nape of the neck.

"I hate you," Jensen says, around a grin, and kisses him.

*



b) My cunning plan to get [livejournal.com profile] cautionzombies into Wincest through the side door may or may not have started when she talked to me about my Samstiel DCBB idea. (Note: PLAN IS WORKING. MWAHAHAHAHA. SORT OF.)



Dean's breathless, shifting incrementally on the bed, and the room is too hot, his chest hitching helplessly with the need for air. Castiel is there, right there, so close Dean can hear his stuttered, shallow breaths, can feel the distance between them like a burn, but -

"Can't," Castiel says, as if he's reading Dean's mind. It isn't the voice Dean used to associate with him, but it isn't Sam's voice, either; is something lower and deeper, gravelled with grace and fire. Something brushes the ball of Dean's shoulder where it meets his arm: Castiel's fingers, and the brief contact sets a shudder rolling down Dean's spine, makes his hips twitch on the bed. He's hard in his shorts, cock pulsing up against the waistband, struggling to be free, and God, he wants. He wants Cas, wants his hands and his mouth and his cock. It isn't Dean's fault that all of those things also belong to Sam right now.

"Cas," he gets out, broken little whimper, "Cas, shit."

Castiel's palm flattens on Dean's sternum, bleeding heat right into his bones, and Dean grasps for all the reasons why they can't; thinks about the shape of the palm, of those fingers, long and years-familiar and Sam's. He can't do this to Sam; he won't. Not even when he hardly sees Sam in this body any more when Castiel has control; not even when the way Castiel moves Sam's body is entirely his own. The way his gestures and turns of expression are the ones Dean fell in love with.

Dean shivers a little under the touch, pelvis lifting. Fuck.

"Stop," he mutters. It's the hardest thing he's ever said, but a second more of this, and he won't be able to speak at all. "Cas - "

"I know," Castiel says, voice darker, now, broken-glass thick, and Dean's chest heaves, searching for breath. Then Cas's, Sam's, Cas's hand is moving, fingers trailing a line of fire up Dean's breastbone, over his clavicle. Along the curve of his jaw, across his fucking mouth, and Dean can't bite back his broken gasp, the moan in the back of his throat when Castiel's fingers dip, if only for a moment, into the silken wet heat between his lips. Castiel is shivering, too, Dean can feel in his arm, in the tension of the muscles.

"Dean," Castiel whispers, barely heard, and then his hand is moving again, fingers tracing a damp path down to Dean's nipple, touching it, descending. "Dean..."

*



3. What should I write for my S/D minibang? I'm kind of obsessed with Sam's dreamscape but I sort of already played with that. I want to write current canon, though, I'm pretty sure. Any ideas? I'm not above shameless begging. Is there anything anyone would like to see, however small?

Date: 2011-05-25 11:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twoskeletons.livejournal.com
:D *loves on everything in this post*

As for S/D minibang, is there any location or particular creature you'd like to wax on about? Sometimes looking for creatures for a casefic can be inspirational, what with the creature mirroring whatever emotional trauma the guys are going through as well. Hmm, or something that lets you go nuts with linguistics?

Date: 2011-05-25 11:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
casefic

I assume you are unfamiliar with my general tendency to write thousands of words without any semblance of a plot at all. ;)

No, really. Hmm. That is actually a pretty cool idea for a starting point! Not sure what I'd go for yet, but definitely something to think about.

God, I wish my brain worked. I just rely on other people to tell me what to write and then I ghost-write it. :P

Date: 2011-05-25 11:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twoskeletons.livejournal.com
I'm not a very plotty writer either, but the couple of times it hasn't felt like it because I was mostly focusing on the characters' feeeeeliiiiiings. So yeah. XD IDK! Incestuous ghosts?! Incestuous creatures?! A shapeshifter that takes on one of the brothers' forms and initiates wincest?!

Date: 2011-05-25 11:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
I DO LOVE THE INCESTUOUS GHOSTS ROUTE. :D I was thinking something to do with Sam's hell-wall as well, but I'm not really sure where to go with that.

Date: 2011-05-25 11:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twoskeletons.livejournal.com
Sam goes into a coma for some reason and Dean has to go behind his wall to save him from himself? You also get your dreamscape!

Date: 2011-05-25 11:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
OH, OH, I LIKE.

THAT COULD EVEN INCORPORATE MY ORIGINAL LULZY IDEA OF SAM BEING A HOOKER AND DEAN BEING A MALE MODEL IN SAM'S HEAD. AND DEAN IS LIKE WTF IS YOUR BRAIN, SAMMY?

Date: 2011-05-25 11:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] twoskeletons.livejournal.com
LOL DOES SAM HAVE A NEW NAME IN IT? WAITERING JOB LIKE 5x03? Does he get flashes of the real world and thinks it's delusion? Is the dreamscape mostly normal like in the finale or like, CRAZY ACID TRIP DEAN IN WONDERLAND?

Date: 2011-05-25 01:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
LOL OMG IDEK. Maybe there are different parts to it, and they get crazier and crazier as things go on? DEAN IN SAM'S MENTAL WONDERLAND could be seriously awesome. :DDd

Date: 2011-05-25 12:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] qthelights.livejournal.com
*FLAILS LIKE A BROKEN THING*

Date: 2011-05-25 12:42 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] qthelights.livejournal.com
JENSEN AND MISHA AND MAGPIES


AND UM okay... the sam/dean/cas thing was a little bit hot.

Date: 2011-05-25 12:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Omg it is not Sam/Dean/Cas! Protestations, etc. ;)

MEEEEEEESH.

Date: 2011-05-25 12:48 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] qthelights.livejournal.com
MEEEESH *whimper*

Jensen calls Misha meesh a lot in my BB...

Date: 2011-05-25 01:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
I'm still waiting for a fic to exist in which someone calls him Meesh the Quiche, ngl.

Date: 2011-05-25 08:07 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] qthelights.livejournal.com
NGL so am I, bb, so am I.

Date: 2011-05-25 12:32 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] morganoconner.livejournal.com
Excuse me while I explode from the ridiculously epic UST in that piece of your Samstiel fic.

UNF. *___*

And congrats on finishing your Spring Fling fic! My plan is to write mine today after lunch, hopefully all in one go. :)

Date: 2011-05-25 01:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Oh, if only that was a piece of a longer fic, instead of just something I dashed off to show Jen what I meant when I said I was fixated on the UST potential. ;) Alas, the fic itself is basically not begun yet. I'm so screwed.

And good luck with your Spring Fling piece! I'm pretty sure I have to know the person whose prompts I got, but I can't quite guess who it was. So it'll be interesting to find that out! I like this double-blind thing. :D

Date: 2011-05-25 01:45 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] morganoconner.livejournal.com
I haven't started mine yet either. The finale kind of messed with my head a little too much. *sighs and watches deadlines creep ever closer*

I'm about 90% positive I know whose Spring Fling prompts I got (there are only so many people who like some of the pairings I write), but I love that no one knows for sure. I've never done an exchange that way. :) And I love the speed of this exchange. Somehow, it feels so much more low-pressure than the ones I have months to figure out. Go figure. O_o

Date: 2011-05-25 02:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lunasky3.livejournal.com
UNF UNF UNF love the angst factory that is the Samstiel. Guh.

Post finale I've been playing with the idea of Sam and Dean on the run again, ala season 2 & 3 with Hendrickson, except now it's Cas after them. They spent season 5 trying to find god, and now thats the last thing they want.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Ooh! That is kind of awesome. I don't think I trust myself to write Cas into a S/D fic, really, because I fail at compartmentalization, but I'd love to read something like that.

Date: 2011-05-25 04:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bree-black.livejournal.com
Both of those snippets were excellent, but they were SNIPPETS you meanie!

Date: 2011-05-25 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bree-black.livejournal.com
Oh and re: S/D Minibang.

I keep wanting to sign up, but I want to write with current canon too and everything I imagine doing has shitloads of Cas in it. Which I understand is not the point.

So I have no good ideas.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
You can sign up and write shitloads of Cas as long as it's S/D!

Date: 2011-05-25 05:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zempasuchil.livejournal.com
HAHAHA OH GOD
so I've had this Samstiel idea on the backburner since late last summer and this is what putting it off gets me XD BUT IT IS THE BEST THING EVER, AND THIS BIT OF YOURS IS WONDERFUL, AND THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE SAMTIEL IN THE WORLD. So. :D

Date: 2011-05-25 09:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
SAMSTIEL. THERE DOES NEED TO BE MORE. DO YOURS TOO!

Date: 2011-05-25 05:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] audreytiphaine.livejournal.com
WAIT WHAT? YOU WANT TO WRITE CANON S/D FOR THE MINI-BANG? DUDE. YES. i am full-on behind this idea. like, times a million.

although, i fail at knowing what i want to see. just them. first-time, er. i guess that's it. whatever man, i'm sure others on your flist are suggesting really amazing things, so don't pay any attention to this.
i just wanted to show my support for the fact that you're doing the mini-bang!!

Date: 2011-05-25 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Hee, what would I write other than canon S/D?

I am excited to do it. As soon as I think of a plot. ;)

Date: 2011-05-25 05:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mistyzeo.livejournal.com
hooray for spring fling! i finished mine in a night, too. very satisfying. more progress than on my big bang, that's for sure. D:

Date: 2011-05-25 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Oh God, yes. :D

Date: 2011-05-25 07:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glovered.livejournal.com
I want them to make out at a traffic light.

Date: 2011-05-25 07:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glovered.livejournal.com
I want Sam to manhandle Dean in front of Bobby.

Date: 2011-05-25 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glovered.livejournal.com
I want Crowley to say with mock patience, "And Christ shall rise again" and a bunch of angels creepily turn their heads to look at Sam.


Jk jk.

Date: 2011-05-25 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
You are a genius and I love you.

Date: 2011-05-25 10:13 pm (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-25 09:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toady2moo.livejournal.com
Think I just exploded from the schmoopy Misha/Jensen.

Was almost tempted to join the S/D minibang but there's no way I could write 10000 words. Pity cause I had the idea of remembering past lessons and half naked, sweaty sparing

Date: 2011-05-26 02:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Sweaty sparring is always nice! XD

Date: 2011-05-26 01:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com
FML. I think I was trying to prompt your mini-bang and accidentally came up with a new mini-bang for me.

Don't imagine you want the other idea i was gonna write? It's castiel heavy! But also kidfic, which is what makes me think I cannot write it well. :/

Date: 2011-05-26 02:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Is this your Babystiel idea? Because while I desperately want that, I really do not think I could write anything involving kids. :/

Date: 2011-05-26 03:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com
Aww, yis indeedy it is. LET US ATTEMPT TO THINK OF SOMETHING FOR YOU.

How about an AU? In which Dean leaves home to become a soldier and Sam is all "OMG, MY BIG BROTHER IS A HERO AND I AM JUST GOING TO SCHOOL LIKE A LOSER" and Dean is really only leaving home because he is IN LOVE WITH HIS BROTHER AND HATES HIMSELF FOR IT and eventually sex! \o/

it's possible I've been wanting to read this story for like 6 months now but it doesn't exist XD
Edited Date: 2011-05-26 03:06 pm (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-26 03:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
THAT IS THIS MASTERPIECE THO.

No, it's okay, everything will come out in the end and possibly involve hookers. IDEK.

Date: 2011-05-26 03:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cherie-morte.livejournal.com
OMG, IT EXISTS? R U SRS?

Hookers? LOL, I have a hooker!Sam idea, but I suspect it might be doing hooker fic wrong :P

Date: 2011-05-26 02:18 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heard_the_owl
Holy Fucking Shit, you seriously broke me. I've just been sitting here, all flushed, mouth open like an idiot, for like - five minutes. HOLY SHIT.

How do you do that?! //bows to your porn skill

One minute with the shmoop-and I'm all 'awww' and then - I need a fucking fan. Burning up from the hot! I swear, my favorite wincest is when it is the wrong kind, when they know they shouldn't but...OH MY GOD. Dean/Cas! Brain broken!

Date: 2011-05-26 02:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Hee! :DD I maintain that Dean/Samstiel is not Wincest, but by God is there a wrongness factor there! Thank you, bb!

Date: 2011-05-27 08:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cautionzombies.livejournal.com
I can't figure out if I should call you a wicked whore or thank you for giving me ~ideas that I cannot stop braining about.

Probably a little of both. (if it helps, I believe you are my favorite wicked whore. :*)

I HAVE NOT GONE TO BED YET AND I NEED TO. BAH.

You know what? Have this. Off the top of my head, randomly. It might somehow get sneaked into that OT3 I'm writing for you and that dastardly [livejournal.com profile] tiptoe39:

Castiel burns with curiosity when they're both in bed with him, watching as they carefully do not watch one another, Dean focusing instead on Castiel's face--touching his jaw, thumb on his lip--while Sam spreads Castiel's bare knees and makes himself at home there. The dual touch is intoxicating, and Castiel is lost inside Dean's eyes, which are so intense on his own that he cannot breathe. A noise hitches in Castiel's throat, though, when Sam's big hand moves over his half-hard cock, fingertips circling the crown. Castiel's eyes flutter closed but Dean's thumb presses insistent to his parted mouth, slipping inside; reflexively, Castiel sucks, flushing, thinking that he is a slave to the Winchesters now in a different way than he's always been, craving both of them for different reasons--Sam because he's safe and Dean because he's Dean.

"Open your eyes," Dean tells him, his voice jagged with glass and need. "Open your eyes and look at me, Cas."

Castiel does. How could he not? He's always given in to Dean for whatever he demanded. Dean kisses him then, a sharply possessive thing, curling a hand around the back of Castiel's neck and sucking at his tongue. Sam's hand disappears and Castiel wants to protest, to beg to be touched, because he needs this from them and he has never asked for a damn thing, but then something warm and slick slides over his cock, and, with dazed surprise, he realizes it's Sam's mouth. His mouth, his sweet wet mouth, tight and hot, and there's another mouth probing his own--Dean's mouth, the mouth Castiel remade with careful fingertips, the mouth he dreams of kissing and fucking.

Moaning against Dean's tongue, he pushes his hips a little, shuddering as Sam takes him in deeper. Dean whispers We're gonna take care of you and Castiel unravels with relief.


[k, I'ma try to sleep now. :) LOVE YOU.]

Date: 2011-05-27 02:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Omg, drive by b/c I'm on the Tube, but, oh, BB, thank you so much! I love this. And them, and you, you darling. Xxx

Date: 2011-05-27 08:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] obstinatrix.livejournal.com
Okay, longer comment. :D I was in London for most of today, poking stuff in the British Library, and also, zipping around on the Underground, hence sending a very tiny comment in the five seconds of 3G I could get when the train went through an overground bit of track at one point. ;) Properly, let me just say that you continually astound me with what you can come up with just off the cuff, the lyricism of your words, how quiet and clean they are. I love this so much, and you have no idea how touched I am that you dashed it off for me just because I was feeling mopey. ILU. ♥ ♥

Also, a random thought I had tangential to this, but, gah, how hot could late S6 OT3 potentially be, now that we know that Cas put both Winchesters together again? They may be brothers, closer to each other than their own skin, but Castiel - Castiel has been inside of them more deeply than either of them realises, has assembled both of them fibre by fibre, knows every inch of them both. Nnngh.

Date: 2011-05-28 06:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cautionzombies.livejournal.com
Omg, London. I has a jealous. ;) I love that you searched so hard for 3G. XDDDD

Ahhh, bb. You astound me as well. And I'm glad this was able to cheer you up even a tiny bit.

Omg, dude. The prospect of this is amazing. And if you were to do this I'd be all over it. Just so we are clear. :*

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