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[obstinatrix]

Not that the perennially exquisite killabeez needs to be recced, but she just scraped my heart out with a spoon. Again.

These Things I Know Are True (Sam/Dean, post 6.22, R)

There always comes a point, when I'm reading killabeez, where I feel as if all my insides have seized up and there's a hook in there, pulling me onward, twisting me up. I don't know how she does it. I wish I could learn. I read this with my mouth half-open, feeling all the love and pain fill me up. Perfect. *incoherent noises*

Also, I've just realised that between rpf_big_bang, deancasbigbang and the samdean_otp minibang, I'm sitting on over 100,000 words. o.O

Comments

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

rpf_big_bang is about 55K at the moment; DCBB is about 43K, and SDMB is 11k. O_O

[morganoconner.livejournal.com]

Dude. That is A LOT of words to just be sitting there waiting to be devoured. I have trouble sitting on ONE long fic after it's finished. How are you surviving? :P

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

With difficulty? ;) Actually, less difficulty than with my first BB. Maybe because I keep having to move onto the next one as soon as I finish, so there's no opportunity to think about it!

[mclachlan.livejournal.com]

I'm sitting on over 100,000 words.

I've thought long and hard about how you could possibly churn out so many words without losing any quality in your writing.

There is only one conclusion.

You are a cyborg.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Pfffffff, says the woman who churned out her entire MASSIVE DCBB in a month! ;) ♥

[mclachlan.livejournal.com]

YOU CHURNED OUT THREE.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Not in a month! I have been writing my rpf_big_bang since, like, April, with a month's pause in the middle in which I wrote DCBB. Then I let rpfbigbang languish while I wrote SDMB, and now I am attempting to finish it off.

wow!

[olympia-m.livejournal.com]

that's totally impressive!!!

Re: wow!

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

I think it's indicative of just how much I procrastinate from what I should be doing. ;)

[killabeez.livejournal.com]

Wow, thank you so much for this rec. I think I may die of embarrassment, now! o.O (And you made me realize I forgot to put the schmoop warning on there. Oops.)

Also, go you, with all those words!

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to embarrass you! But it had to be said! That fic seriously made my entire month. And I have made a years-long study of your chest-spoon-scraping capabilities, so! ;)

[chemm80]

Wow, 100,000 words--you are a writing machine, girl! Plus I know you've been posting other shorter things during that timespan of those challenges. Got any of that writing mojo to spare, lol?

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Ha, I feel like I have had no writing mojo at all for at least the past couple of weeks, which is bad, because my rpf_big_bang draft is not finished and needs to be by September 3. :/ I think that word count is, mostly, indicative of my tendency towards circumlocution, and also towards procrastinating from my RL commitments with fic. ;)

[mistyzeo.livejournal.com]

You are ridic.

ULOUSLY AWESOME.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

YOU KNOW IT!

I will consider myself more awesome when I actually get off my arse and finish Prohibition so I can submit my draft.

[mistyzeo.livejournal.com]

*waits eagerly*