[masterpost] Antifreeze (Sam/Dean, NC-17)

[obstinatrix]

Title: Antifreeze
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~11,000
Warnings: Spoilers through 6x22. Dub-con elements in Sam's dreams of Hell (not between Sam and Dean). Schmoop.
Acknowledgements: All my gratitude and awe to my artist, the amazing petite_madame, who produced stunning art for this fic at very short notice as a pinch-hit. ♥ Thanks also to my sister for the beta.

Summary: Since the wall came down, Sam's been having these dreams. Not nightmares, not quite, but they're Lucifer-cold, wake him up shivering, and he knows he can't take what his soul wants to warm itself with. Or at least, he thinks he knows. Then Dean finds out.




. part one . part two . art post . pdf . AO3 .

Comments

[67-chevyimpala.livejournal.com]

I just finished reading this in PDF form and... wow. I had to track down the LJ again to comment on how much I liked it. It was... there are no words. Very amazing, made me feel things down to my core and I was in tears halfway through. Really awesome stuff you have here. Thank you. Really. I loved it.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

Oh, thank you so much for coming back to tell me you liked it!

[wirepatch.livejournal.com]

Oh holy hell. This is gorgeous, and sad, and hot hot hot. I loved this, it's so perfectly in character and a wonderful way to deal with Sam's aftermath of Hell. Beautiful.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

♥ Thank you so much!

[think4paperinkw.livejournal.com]

Is there anyway you can upload the PDF somewhere else since Megaupload has been taken away from us? :( I would love to read this but I'm going away soon and won't have Internet.

[obstinatrix.livejournal.com]

I seem to have lost the PDFs. :/ But if you go to the AO3 site, you can download it in various ereader formats!

[miranda gillett (from livejournal.com)]

I loved it so much, really it was everything I love in a fic: my trashed heart, consistent love, heavy-fluff, hardcore bang (wow), and then more, fluffier fluff, with just enough heavy to increase my inner tears to the outside with the tenderness. it was so good, as soon as I next have access to my phone I'm bookmarking this or straight up saving it so that I may read it forever.